It's hurting me...
I felt sad when i heard someone said that I'm still like a lil princess... You don't know me since we didn't met up for such a long time... Don't you think that too? You can't just simply concluded that i need to change and control my temper whenever I'm talking or mix up with someone... This is really unfair for me. You are my best friend since we are in secondary school!
Last time, I got no friend in school... I really don't know what is the reason on it. People keep said that i don't know how to smile at people and the way to act humor when there is a gathering... Even people said that I'm having a bad temper most of the time and like to act like a princess always... sighed... Really? Everybody seems to be very good in reading my face...
I admitted that sometimes I'll act like a child, not lady enough when speaking to someone. But this is my style of expression... It comes up from the bottom from my heart vitally. No planning, no lie... That's truly me! Perhaps sometime I'm too direct for my expression...
You are the one who makes me feel comfortable! Because I no need to pretend anything... And you are the one who told me that be myself always... I'm very happy when I'm talking with you that time honestly. :)
But, things have changed so much... Perhaps that you are the one who changed the most... No one had made comment that I'm like a princess since graduated... Except you. I'm still the same, unfortunately. Great disappointment and sadness grown from my heart. Is pain! Because i thought that you are my best friend.
Luckily I still have people supporting me and telling me that no doubt to be myself, my secondary school friend, Seng Kiat. I'm so relief when i heard you said that I'm unique and it was not a complimentary... Really thank you for your supporting especially at this time. You makes me feel that I still have friend, like you.
I felt sad when i heard someone said that I'm still like a lil princess... You don't know me since we didn't met up for such a long time... Don't you think that too? You can't just simply concluded that i need to change and control my temper whenever I'm talking or mix up with someone... This is really unfair for me. You are my best friend since we are in secondary school!Last time, I got no friend in school... I really don't know what is the reason on it. People keep said that i don't know how to smile at people and the way to act humor when there is a gathering... Even people said that I'm having a bad temper most of the time and like to act like a princess always... sighed... Really? Everybody seems to be very good in reading my face...
I admitted that sometimes I'll act like a child, not lady enough when speaking to someone. But this is my style of expression... It comes up from the bottom from my heart vitally. No planning, no lie... That's truly me! Perhaps sometime I'm too direct for my expression...
You are the one who makes me feel comfortable! Because I no need to pretend anything... And you are the one who told me that be myself always... I'm very happy when I'm talking with you that time honestly. :)
But, things have changed so much... Perhaps that you are the one who changed the most... No one had made comment that I'm like a princess since graduated... Except you. I'm still the same, unfortunately. Great disappointment and sadness grown from my heart. Is pain! Because i thought that you are my best friend.
Luckily I still have people supporting me and telling me that no doubt to be myself, my secondary school friend, Seng Kiat. I'm so relief when i heard you said that I'm unique and it was not a complimentary... Really thank you for your supporting especially at this time. You makes me feel that I still have friend, like you.
I just hope that someone can understand me more.
Not just from the appearance...
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